Friday, December 29, 2006

The day is finally here

It was amazing, There was no problem getting in. I was holding my breath praying that they would just let me in and they did. I sat down, looking forward to seeing him walk out. But I had to go to the bathroom so I had the officer let me in, I was in less then 5 minutes. When I came out there he was. My heart stopped he is as beautiful as I remembered. He got up and we had our first kiss in 2 1/2 years. If only time could has stood still.(never thought I would say that) We kissed until one of the c/o's coughed in our direction. We both laughed and sat down. We held hands and just looked at each other. I just couldn't stop looking at him. We sat and talked, laughed and just stared at each other. I was there at 8 am, Monster girl and her mommy showed up and we all had an enjoyable time. You can tell alot about a man by how they deal with children. Monster girl and Raven had so much fun. The Reverand showed up at 11:30 am. He sat with us and talked while we waited for the Chaplain. The actual service was at high noon. The Reverand made a beautiful ceremony, making both of us feel special. It was like he actually knew us. He even added the Apache blessing at the end. It was as close to perfect as it could be considering the location. I am officially married and it was worth all the crap we had to go through. Thank you all for your good wishes.

Love to you all,


Saturday, December 23, 2006


So after 2 1/2 years of no visits and not seeing Raven I can say with all the excitement in the world that Raven and I have been approved to be married on December 29, 2006. He and I are very happy and looking forward to that day. There was a very nice lady named Kegley who went over and above to help us. I was talking to the chaplain and he said I HAD to be there by 10am, I almost laughed I am going to be there at 8am so we can visit as long as able.