Saturday, November 17, 2012
Saturday, August 04, 2012
Absolutely beautiful
In the year since I have posted I have gained two beautiful dogs and lost one cheating husband. Needless to say the return home honeymoon only lasted three months. The dogs however are as loyal as the day is long. Will write more as I have missed blogging and intend to continue.
Thanks
Friday, December 16, 2011
Can't wait for Christmas!!
I know its been a while since I have written in my blog. A lot has happened since the last time.
I know have three dogs, yes three. Renegade (ChiJack), Echo (Red Nose Pitt), and Geronimo (Akita, Blue Heeler mix).
Still have Cochise my cat although he isn't talking to me right now because of Geronimo.
Anyways, this is what I am looking forward too. My family being together again all in one spot. In the picture is My dad and older brother John on the left. My younger brother Matt, sis-in-law Laurel and of course me on the right. Joining us on Christmas will be my husband Billy and his sister Nikki.
I can't wait. These are the people I love most in this world (except Jeanne I love her too) and I miss them now that I live kinda out in the boonies. The plan is to spend Friday as Christmas eve, Saturday as Christmas since my brother and laurel will be traveling to TX to spend time with their side of the family.
So I just want to tell everyone.
Merry Christmas and don't forget Jesus is the reason for the season.
Saturday, November 20, 2010
The top 10 reasons why men have affairs include:
2. Sexual variety through different partners or different sexual experiences
3. Too boost their ego to feel special or still attractive to the opposite sex
4. For the thrill of the chase
5. Opportunistic sex (if the opportunity occurs, they can’t pass it up)
6. To sabotage their current relationship
7. Revenge (to get back at their partner for one reason or another)
8. A feeling of entitlement (the belief they are entitled because they work hard or are the bread winner)
9. Sexual addiction
10.To escape
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Our first birthdays together
It wasn't the presents although they were fantastic. It was just the being with my husband.
We have been waiting 6 years to be together. Thats a lot of pressure to come home to.
So many expectations, so much to look forward too. It's been almost three months since Raven came home. What amazes me the most is how a man could be in such a horrible place for 16 years and come home, so caring, sweet and loving.
Raven is proving me right. He is showing everybody that I chose the right path. To follow my heart and love him forever.
He worked hard to find a job, one he loves doing. The people who work with him like him a bunch and the people he cooks for are always complimenting the food. He is in his element.
I love watching and listening to everybody.
Ok so rambling it is. Anyways the Birthdays were perfect.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
If you can't beat em join em
Some time this afternoon when I was working. Raven got tired and came up for a nap. Apparently Renegade decided If you can't beat em join em. So even while working I felt the need to snap this historical moment in our family timeline.
May be night time will be more peaceful now.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Been a hell of a ride, Freedom at last.
Then him moving to another prison and being able to call me. Hearing his voice for the first time. Moving to a new city were I didn't have to put up with certain people and closer to my brother. 2005 the dissapointment of a two year flop from the parole board.
All the while falling more and more in love. He stayed out of trouble and was moved to different prisons as his security level was dropped. The same heartache, each and every prison saying we will never be allowed to visit.
Then a stroke of luck, transfered to NCCI with a new warden. December 29 2006 they allowed us to get married. Seeing him for the first time after 3 1/2 years was like we had never been apart. We were so happy. Then another dissapointment, still not allowed to visit. We thought it couldn't get worse. We were wrong in 2007 they told us he was coming home. Not only did he not get to come home they kept him more then two years. Now there was more then our share of heartache in those two years. The majority of it was happy we had finally gotten visits and were growing even closer.
Fast forward to February 24, 2010 the parole board finally gave us what we have been fighting for and praying for they are letting my husband come home. The two months seemed to crawl. The last week flew. We had a beautiful visit on April 24, the above picture is the last picture taken of us in prison. Monday the 26th at 8:00 am I will be picking up my husband. As the last picture was being takin, I started to trip and fall. Billy caught me and said you ok? I said yes, I thought I was going to fall.
He looked my in the eyes and said No honey I got you. I would never let you fall. I love you.
So I guess this random blog is in answer to people who ask how I could wait or why I would wait. The answer is I love Billy. Now and forever. More then I have ever loved or been loved by anyone in my lifetime.
He was more in my life and more support then people who lived in the same house hold for many years. So yes the pain we went through is worth it for this time in our lives.
TOMORROW AT 8:00 AM MY HUSBAND IS FREE.
Love to all reading this and I hope you are as happy as I am.